went to a local con with friends & dressed up as myself !!! it was super fun actually . we thought we'd be way more uncomfy or i wouldn't switch out or something , but i was there the whole time and it was great ! i let myself be girly and have fun instead of feeling constrained to what spencer wanted or trying not to make him feel dysphoric like we do in daily life ( not to say thats a bad thing ! since hes stuckfront he has a hard time disconnecting himself from the body so it makes sense to accomodate that )
at first i was like super dysphoric because we got our hair cut yesterday so its even shorter now , but i just eventually stopped looking in the mirror & i was able to just let myself be . and it was super fun ! got tons of stuff too !! of course some pokemon stuff for spencer , because i think it i didnt he might fight me physically lol . but i got a dragonair plush because i think shes super cuteeee . also got some cat beanie babies bc we'll all love those ( but i didnt realize we already had both of those kinds >. < ) we also went to fivebelow & got LPS and stuff like that ! pics below ^- ^
